Conclusion: Everything happens for a reason. Isn't that the truth? That something I can honestly say I've believed in ever since I was little. I remember when my Grandma first gave me this little piece of advice... I was about 9 and trying out for my first softball team. The way the league worked... was everyone "tried out" for all the coaches and then they picked who they wanted. Well I REALLY wanted to get picked by Mr. Januzzi because all my friends were already on his team and I knew him really well cuz I was friends with Becca. Well, my grandma was babysitting me the night that some other lady called me and said I was on her team and I was really upset. I did not wanna play for this lady I didn't even know. Well my grandma told me that everything happens for a reason and little did I know then, but I turned out to be a really awesome pitcher... an opportunity I probably wouldn't have gotten playing for Mr. Januzzi. I also met Katie Osko, who turned out to be one of my best friends in the entire world. So of course... everything DID happen for a reason. Anyway... after that little incident when I was only 9 years old I've always believed that everything happens for a reason, and it's something that I now live by. And let me tell ya... it's helped me through so much. Not only does it help you when you fail your driver's test or when you don't get asked to the dance by someone you like, but it's kinda cool to look back and realize why all these little things in your life happen. I recently realized that I met someone who's in my life at the moment, through an event that maybe wasn't the best thing in my life. And, holy crap, I am so thankful. It's kind of a weird coincidence... very freaky actually... but everything REALLY does happen for a reason. (If you know what I'm talking about... good for you. If not, then don't ask) So yea... think about it next time something doesn't exactly go your way... it helps. Just a little piece of advice for the day. So yea... it's December 3 and I'm at school right now trying to keep Mihok from reading this over my shoulder... lol. I love you Mihok!!! Well, I know that I haven't exactly updated this thing in a while... and I'm sorry. I've been so busy I really haven't even been able to breathe. It's been crazy. I don't know how updated you guys were when I left you.... so I'll start with Rumors. As you probably know, I was props crewhead and it was a lot more work than I anticipated, as things ususally are. Mihok was my assistant and we worked so hard. P.S.- thanks to everyone else that worked on our crew... you guys are awesome. Anyway.. the play was really bad during hell week, but it came together really well. I am so proud of all my actors... especially Steve. He did such an awesome job with the monologue and everything, hunny I'm so proud of you! It really was great. I think its funny how during the process of a show I hate it so much... but when it's time to be over, I never want it to end. Right now I'm going through theatre withdrawal cuz we haven't had anything for like 2 weeks and it makes me sad. However, I just got done with my interview for directing for the one acts and I got a spot! I was so excited. Me and Mike Giele are going to direct a one act together, we're not exactly positive which one yet though. But I think that everyone that has the chance should audition for one acts because they're tons of fun and maybe you could be in my show!! Auditions start next week and I'm really excited to get started up with theatre again. I dont know what Im gonna do if the levy doesn't pass in May and there's a chance theatre will get eliminated. I'd die. But I'm just not gonna think about it. So enough about theatre, which is my love. School is going pretty good. I'm really starting to get sick of some stuff though. Like choir, I really REALLY don't like it. I'm really don't like anyone in my choir with the exception of like 5 people, and I think most of them are really obnoxious. I'm sorry if that offends anyone, but I really can't stand it. Another thing I really don't like- lunch. I hope next year, if I decide to quit choir, that I can have a class 3rd period with lunch D and take a class at the college so I can not have to eat at school. I just hate the lunch room, and I hate the food. I just don't like lunch. Oh yea, on my last report card I got 2 As and 2 Bs. Which I thought was pretty decent. Well my parents didn't think so and told me I have to raise my Bs in order to keep on doing everythiing I'm involved in. I think that's crap because I'm trying the best that I can and I think Bs are good and whatever. So anyway I went in to ask my social studies teacher why I had a B and she said that I had a 92.9%!!! And she wouldn't raise it... I was so mad. I mean, c'mon, a 93% is an A and she couldn't raise it a tenth of a percentage point!! So I argued it for like 2 days and then just gave up cuz she wouldn't give in. Oh well. Well... now that I'm done ranting and raving about school... I'll move on to a happier note. I LOVE my friends. Like seriously, they're what get me through the day. So I would just like to thank every single one of you for always being there for me. I love you guys to death and I would do anything in the world for any of you. Thanks! So I think this is the end of my first entry in a long time.... aren't you proud of me?!?! haha. I'm gonna go... I have TV class in like 5 minutes. Love ya. Leave a comment if you feel the same ;) Random Confession: I watch RAW (professional wrestling) every Monday night with Tony, Mihok, and Mike and I LOVE it!! We're so cool!